"Clocks Stopped"

The clocks stopped,
When you left.
It was like you stole my heart,
It was a theft.

Time was lost,
Time was slow.
There was no substance,
Absolutely no flow.

I realise now,
How much i spent with you.
How much of my life was wasted,
How much i saw too.

Time was lost,
Time was slow.
There was no substance,
Absolutely no flow.

Time is lost,
And has come to life.
But we're all lost now,
Lost in strife..

"The Broken Butterfly"

I'm the broken butterfly
Flying in the air
Trying to fly high
Without a care.

I'm the broken butterfly
With a torn wing
The only way to get up in the sky
Is to get a fling

I'm the broken butterfly
With a lost soul
Pain has injured me
Rumours have taken their toll.

I'm the broken butterfly
My wings will not mend.
Hope will be lost
Faith will not send.

I'm the broken butterfly
Lost without a trace
The lost butterfly
No longer in this place...

"After All This Time"

I know we've been through a lot
Good and bad
But believe me now
It doesn't make me sad.

Cause i know many things have happened,
Since we started.
But believe me i'm glad up to now
We haven't parted.

So if you want to leave,
Feel free to go.
Cause if you don't want to stay,
I won't stop the flow.

If you don't want me no more,
I'll understand.
Cause after all this time,
You've held my hand.

I understand you want the best,
And i know that's not me.
Despite what you say,
"You're beautiful" i know it can't be.

Cause i know many things have happened,
Since we started.
But believe me i'm glad up to now,
We haven't parted.

So if you want to leave,
Feel free to go.
Cause you don't want to stay,
I won't stop the flow.
If you don't want me no more,
I'll understand.
Cause after all this time,
You've held my hand.

All the times we shared together,
All the rain and all the weather.
It's all the memories i have of you,
And most of them are happy too.

But if you don't feel like i do,
Then i promise when you leave i won't stop you...

So if you want to leave,
Feel free to go.
Cause if you don't want to stay,
I won't stop the flow.

If you don't want me no more,
I'll understand.
Cause after all this time,
You've held my hand.

"Until You Fly"

Fake a smile,
Head held high.
No one cares about you,
Until you fly...

Everyones out,
To push you down.
No one thinks you're any good,
They think THEY wear the crown.

Fake a smile,
Head held high.
No one cares about you,
Until you fly...

"Please don't cuz i'll never mend"

Please don't tell me not to cry,
Please don't say there's a reason why.
You don't know what i feel or how i'm hurt,
The wet spots are from tears on this shirt.
You think I should go on with life forget about it and be strong,
But deep down i am sad, and i don't want it to go along.
I don't expect you to understand why,
For no apparent reason i break down and cry.
My life has changed forever you see
And thats why i am not acting like the same old me.
So please don't try to act like nothing happened, because it's changed my life forever
I will never be the same again not today, not tomorrow but never.
The best thing you can do for me is just be there just like always, my friend,
My broken heart is hurting bad, and it will never mend.

"Does anyone really?"

Does anyone really....

Understand each others problems?

Even if you told someone everything,

There is still so much to know.

Does anyone really....

Understand their own problems?

They think that they might,

But they hold themselves back.

Does anyone really...

Know the same pain?

Everyone is different

So isn't all the pain?

Does anyone really...

Mean what they say?

'I'm fine' or 'I'm there'

Always seem to be lies....

Does anyone really...

Care about anyone else?

I know i say i've loved someone,

But maybe i'm lying to myself...

Does anyone really...

Ever tell the truth.

Because you might say something you think you mean,

Then find you're lying too....

"Dying"

I hear what people think,
So now i know.
They think i'm an attention-grabber,
And i'm putting on a show....

It's just that they don't understand,
They think life isn't sad.
Well, i'll tell you something,
Some people only see the bad...

I've heard what my friends have to say,
And now i know.
"She's a liar", "She's a shit"
And you don't even know.

It's just that they don't understand,
They think life isn't sad.
Well, I'll tell you something,
Some people only see the bad....

Cause people call me 'emo'
But only because they see the tears.
If they knew everything,
It'd be their worst fears.

It's just that they don't understand,
They think life isn't sad.
Well, i'll tell you something
Some people only see the bad...

"I Don't Care"

Hear the whispers
See the stare.
But I'm gonna keep walking,
Cause i don't care.

Hear the rumours,
See the bitches.
But I'm not gonna keep walking,
Cause i don't care.

I really couldn't care,
If you love or hate me.
All that i ask,
Is that you let me be.

"I Hate..."

I hate when people say,
You have no reason to be upset.
Your life is perfect, they say,
Well...guess again.

I hate the people,
Who think they're so high and mighty.
Who look at you and just smirk,
Because apparently they're better.

I hate when people tell me,
"Don't resort to violence"
Well, it's not any different,
To when they throw knifing words at me.

I hate the fact,
You say stay strong.
And yet all your poem i read,
You're just putting my tries in the wrong....

I hate the fact,
You say you care.
And then you turn around and say i'm lying,
and then kill all my dreams....

"Fallin In Place"

Everything
Is falling in place.
I'm forcing a smile
And wiping away the tears on my face.

My new guy is making me smile,
And i know he's making me change.
He's showing me happiness,
And making me feel less strange.

Everything,
Is falling in place.
I'm smiling a lot,
And lost the tears on my face.

"Sick Of It"

Sick of it,

Sick of it all.

Why do i do it

Why don't i just fall....

Just standing here,

Wishing life away.

Hoping and hoping,

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Sick of the yelling,

Sick of the put-downs.

Just sick of it,

Standing with frowns.

Sick of it,

Sick of it all.

Why do i do it,

Why don't i just fall.....

"You Can't Lose What You Never Had"

Why did you leave,
I loved you.
And when you did leave,
My heart just went blue.

I thought you loved me too,
But that couldn't be entirely true.
With another girlfriend,
You couldn't have someone new.

So i guess i should see,
So i guess i should be glad.
Because you weren't mine when you left,
Because you can't lose what you never really had....

"I Love You"

I don't know how to say this,

I don't know what to tell you.

But if I don't tell you,

I'll forev be blue.

I don't know what to say exactly,

I don't know if I should say everything.

But if I don't say it,

To myself I'll be lying.

I love you,

I love you so much.

Ad everytime you're sad,

Your face I wish I could touch.

And now I've said the words,

But I want them back in my mouth.

I know you have a girlfriend,

She's standing just down south.

She's looking at me,

With that snarky look on her face.

Almost like she thinks I care,

That she's here with you in this space.

I love you so much,

So why can't you just see?

That I want you so badly,

That I want you to be with me.

But why on earth,

Wold you love me back?

When I'm such an average girl?

To that all rounding guy snack.

She can just sit there,

And look completely great.

But do you realize,

How many guys she will await.

But if she does dump you,

You wouldn't come to me.

Because I'm just an average girl,

And that's all you see....

"The Old Sisterhood"

The best of friends,

Anyone could see.

They thought it would last,

Everyone but me.

I was being sensible,

I realized it would end.

That our joy couldn't be,

Away we would bend.

First it was Jessie,

With what was a treatment.

We were all so sad,

But emails we still sent.

Then away split Klurz,

Slowly more and more.

Little did she know,

Away was splitting her floor.

Then Meals and SJ,

Got in a fight.

Over small little things,

But let the friendship ignite.

So now no ones sure,

What's gonna happen.

Whether we're gonna join back together,

Or solo we'll be flappin'.

"No Hope"

I press the inbox button,

So I can see his email

But he hasn't replied,

And it is crushing me like hail.

I call his home,

But he doesn't pick up.

Doesn't even bother to call back,

Just to ask what's up?

I wait and wait,

I wonder how he feels.

Whether he is avoiding me,

Or at his parents he kneels.

I look at my last glimpse of hope,

And I press the inbox button again.

But it pops up 'no messages',

And I slowly descend.

I've waited and waited,

How long has it been?

But he's not answering

And he can't be seen.

I've waited a week,

All hope is gone.

There's no chance for me now,

Sadness I have fallen on.

"Breaking Up"

I sit there,
Hearing words I can't bear.
All that he's said,
Is spinning around in my head.

He says "let's go back"
Now my hearts stuffed in the sack.
Back to best friends?
What happened to love never ends.

You said you wouldn't,
You said you couldn't.
Yet here you are leaving,
And i'm left grieving.

As soon as you're gone i start to cry,
I put my faith in the wrong guy.
And now you're not mine,
So i'll just keep up the whine.

You said you loved me,
That the world would see.
You said love never ends,
Then why best friends?