"First Concert"

Everyone

Could feel the heat.

As Good Charlotte played,

The best frickin’ beat.

I knew,

Jumping about

Was fun

Making me scream and shout.

I was happy,

With my good friends.

Not thinking about pain,

Or the fraying ends.

In those few hours,

I could be normal.

Acting like a girl,

Who’ll go shopping at the mall.

I think,

I just had the best night of my life.

One, unpainfully happy,

And free of strife.

My first concert,

Definitely won’t be the last.

All I regret and hate,

Is it went too fast…

"Rise Against"

Gonna keep trying

Tired of crying

Conquer all my fears

And keep my face free of tears.

Cause I won’t back down,

No one can push me to the ground.

I won’t run or hide,

All the bitches are thorns in my side.

There are things that I can’t deny,

Cause all I’m trying to do is fly.

At the moment I’m invisible,

The happy moments are so divisible.

Gonna keep trying,

Tired of crying.

Conquer all my fears,

And keep my face free of tears…

Facade Slipping

I’m slipping through the cracks

But I’m trying to crawl back

I’m trying not to let them see,

The real true me.

If they did see

Well they could completely leave me be.

I want to have friends,

So I have to sew up my fraying ends.

The ends that seem to be splitting open,

One by one again and again.

Letting details slip,

Of my crying details that make me flip.

If they did see

Well they could completely leave me be.

I want to have friends,

So I have to sew up my fraying ends.

'Why Bother?"

Why do we bother?

When all that’s left

Is nothing at all.

Why do we bother?

When what we want

Doesn’t want us?

Why do we bother?

Trying our go at love

When we know it’s gonna go.

Why do we bother?

Life doesn’t have any purpose,

It’s just painful…

"Waiting"

I’m waiting…

I’m worrying…

About things lately.

I’m wondering…

I’m hoping…

He still cares…

I’m crying…

I’m screaming…

Wanting him to talk…

I’m confused…

I’m anxious….

I need an answer.

I’m waiting,

I’m worrying.

Hoping he doesn’t leave me.