"Never ever"

Never ever

Will he be mine

Never ever

Will I be fine.

Never ever

Will never be.

Cuz he’s not mine,

And he can’t see.

Never ever

Cuz he’s my best friend’s love.

Never ever

Well I like the love dove.

Never ever

Will never be.

Cuz he’s not mine,

And he can’t see.

Never ever

Will he see.

Never ever

Will he see me.

Never ever,

Will never be.

Cuz he’s not mine,

And he can’t see.

Never ever,

Will I see him as a player.

Never ever,

Cuz he’s in love with her.

Never ever

Will never be.

Cuz he’s not mine,

And he can’t see.

"Leaving"

Your pillows stained red,

And you’re almost dead.

Just don’t try,

And don’t cry.

No one will hear you scream,

The shot from the gun won’t beam.

You’ll fall to the floor,

Taking no more…

I talked to the person,

As I looked in the mirror.

Her tear-filled eyes stand back,

As I pulled the trigger.

Trust Breached

I told you

You say I lie

I turn away

And start to cry.

You don’t reach out,

Don’t see the pain.

This talk now lost,

There’s no more gain.

We had a moment,

But now it’s gone.

I feel like shit,

At the crack of dawn.

I thought I connected,

What about our moment?

But in those words, I uttered,

I became a disappointment.

I cried all night,

My cheeks stained with tears.

The one thing happened I didn’t want,

My worst fears.

You didn’t believe me,

Even though it was huge.

But you settled with disbelief,

It is your refuge.

So now you’ll see me

And shake your head.

Not knowing every time,

I’ll cry in bed.

I want you to believe,

And try to help me.

I want you now,

Please see.

Pain is my sanctuary,

Always in my bed.

Please start to believe,

Before I’m dead…

"It's Called Understanding"

I can tell,

What you’re thinking.

I know you can lie,

Without blinking.

I can get,

Inside your head.

I can see all the things you think,

Reflecting to yourself in your own bed.

I know,

What you see.

When you turn and look,

At me.

I can get,

Inside your head.

I can see all the things you think,

Reflecting to yourself in your own bed.

Please just stop,

Labelling the “goth”

Cause really we’re all in,

The big school broth.

I can get,

Inside your head.

I can see all the things you think,

Reflecting to yourself in your bed.

I can see,

You’re reprimanding.

You seem confused but what I’m doing

Is called understanding…