Trust Breached

I told you

You say I lie

I turn away

And start to cry.

You don’t reach out,

Don’t see the pain.

This talk now lost,

There’s no more gain.

We had a moment,

But now it’s gone.

I feel like shit,

At the crack of dawn.

I thought I connected,

What about our moment?

But in those words, I uttered,

I became a disappointment.

I cried all night,

My cheeks stained with tears.

The one thing happened I didn’t want,

My worst fears.

You didn’t believe me,

Even though it was huge.

But you settled with disbelief,

It is your refuge.

So now you’ll see me

And shake your head.

Not knowing every time,

I’ll cry in bed.

I want you to believe,

And try to help me.

I want you now,

Please see.

Pain is my sanctuary,

Always in my bed.

Please start to believe,

Before I’m dead…