"Soul"

Lose your soul, lose your sanity

I die with grace in vanity.

The devil who once to me was it hidden,

Is now a part of my forbidden.

Lose your soul, get the blame,

Die in pain by the torturous game.

The devil now is in plain sight,

No longer a part of endless night.

Lose your soul, nothing to gain,

Always die with so much pain.

No matter how you save a dove,

The devil the only one you love.

Lose your soul, never the same,

I’m trying to die in honorable fame.

But once in, you can’t back out,

No matter how much you scream and shout…

"Just Like Me"

I’m looking at a necklace,

Which once held a heart.

But the string and pendant,

Were torn apart.

Just like me.

I’m looking at a necklace,

To the ground it clattered.

And the fragile glass heart,

Well, it shattered.

Just like me.

Then looking at a necklace,

Others tried to bend.

But glass will only break,

And it’s extremely hard to mend.

Just like me.

I’m looking at a necklace,

One person can hold it together.

But it can’t be glued,

And they can’t hold on forever…

"The Devil & Demons"

Quench my thirst,

Quench my need.

Let the devil fight,

Let the demons feed.

The demons won’t find,

Any of my tears.

Because them finding out,

Is not one of my fears.

The demons try to quench their thirst,

They won’t find what they need.

The Devil will watch,

And on my soul he will feed.

"Insanity"

It pushes,

And it grows.

It’s kinda sad,

No one knows.

They know you’re crazy,

But they don’t see.

How bad the insanity,

And how bad it could be.

They’re pretty sure,

It’s only slight.

They’ll get a scare,

In the morning light.

They’ll find my body,

So bloody and scarred.

And right next to my body,

They’ll find a card.

On it now,

A message to you.

It describes,

How I was blue.

“I’m sorry,” it says

“I just hate my life.

I’m tired of living,

With all of this strife.

You couldn’t see,

That I wore a shell.

Tell Arna and all the bitches,

I’ll see them in hell.”

You will smile to yourself,

You will smile with glee.

Because down in hell,

I can be ME…

"My Darkness"

The darkness shrouds you,

Even when you scream.

It crushes you everywhere,

Even in your dream.

It won’t stop,

It’ll never go away.

It holds onto you,

Each and every day.

But you can only escape it,

When you take your last breath.

The black insanity,

Ends now with death.

Your sanity lost,

It won’t be found.

The pain you feel,

Doesn’t make a sound.

The torturous things,

Hidden in your heart.

No one sees it,

Till you’re torn apart.

The blood slowly drips,

Down your arm.

Because your weapon of choice,

Is self harm.

Darkness has killed,

Sanity’s light.

And just remember,

This is your last night.